Looking back I have come to realize anything we accomplish or have takes some kind of mental decision and physical effort, furthering yourself along for what your about to attain; this can either have pleasant or disastrous long term effects on yourself and others.
Through course loads, workloads, becoming a kind of singleton or partner. Furthering to job opportunities and general daily life choices. All these require a combination of some type of either figurative or literal blood and sweat; with at the end of things allowing you to feel relief!
As I'm on my personal journey I try to look at what I'm cultivating. Can a lousy attitude give me only unhappily dire situations or relationships? I have found this to be fairly true! I know I can't be Ms. Super Bouncy Happy person all the time. I am a complicated human after all and being that "up" all the time would be just a bit too creepy to me. So how can I cultivate the opposite? I want to try and look beyond my emotions, find ways that keep me calm under pressures and just watch the raging ripples subside; reflecting back to me some smallest bit of peace around me.
After only a few short days of trying to adjust my general mindset I have found some glimmers of peace present itself in front if me, basically reflecting back what I have been sending out into the world. No longer do I want to live my life in ignorance; I have found that I need to work on being unaffected by the dirty, emotional, "slush" around me. I'm learning and continuing to grow in understanding to what makes me adept at becoming clear about what I'm looking for in my life; basking in the warm realization.
I wish to perceive more things in the daily world around me; looking only for the truth therefore to challenge the patterns of my own past making. Without really setting up a "pre plan" for once in my life, in order to achieve this feeling; I am instead, just doing and have already found some delightful gifts for myself in return. I hope I find many more things to cheer about!
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